1. Conversations with a Bear

    It’s funny how things can change overnight. And it’s funny how from bliss, you feel sorrow the next moment.

    But I don’t know why since I was a kid, I always found comfort in Teddy Bears. Love of my life, I guess.

    And here is a conversation that speaks of the shifting tides, a story of a child who fell in love with a Teddy Bear:

    The Child (TC):

    Don’t spoil me with flattery. It doesn’t work for me.

    Teddy Bear (TB):

    Empty flattery mi lady I dare not conjure

    For mine words not meaning shady, but a rolling thunder

    Echoing from a heart so pure

    Intent noble but not cruel.

    TC:

    Oh dear sir, poetry for me is like Cupid’s arrow, be careful where you aim it, or I might go wrong with the steps. Can’t afford to skip a beat in this dance.

    TB:

    Despair no more the Valentine quiver

    For the lady ought to waltz hither and thither

    Fear not to tumble nor flip

    Mine arm and hand gentle the lady shan’t slip.

    TC:

    I do hope so dear sir. Is your heart as true as the ocean that I may launch my all on its tides?

    TB:

    My heart aches for the trial

    The lady has subjected it to.

    Bare thy intent on this inquiry

    You must, lest my soul be damned

    By this tempest you’ve cast.

    TC:

    But sir, should I be so forward about it? Wouldn’t it be so not lady like?

    But I have come to seize the day, don’t you see how my heart pines for you?

    TB:

    Forgive my explanation mi lady,

    Mine intent bore no malice nor despair upon thy gentle heart

    Heed not my words of fright and woe

    Empty and upstart

    May you be consoled by a truce from this welling verbal joust.

    TC:

    A truce? If that’s what you think is best, then let there be a truce.

    Could it be any simpler? I like you. But if it doesn’t matter, que sera sera.

    TB:

    Child, don’t think it doesn’t matter to me because it does.

    Let me assure you that I’m really looking forward to that soon…

    BUT it doesn’t end there; Just like all fairy tales, they never say what comes after the Happily Ever After..

  2. The Age of Innocence

    So I just finished reading the book entitled The Age of Innocence by Edith Wharton. It’s an English Classic. So basically, I enjoyed reading it, and it made me think. There’s this very profound sense in the book. 

    I began to ponder on some social scenes. Some social norms which are are ridiculous. Why do we always say that we should “be ourselves”, be true, when in fact, the moment we begin to be ourselves, the jeering starts, the name calling starts, the labeling commences. It’s the time when being one’s self  is being a social sore, when being unique is wrong and everyone should conform to what the society dictates.

    Why do people always have to think of what other people will say? Can’t we just mind our own businesses and stop ridiculing the people who dare to be different, to be deviant. Can’t we choose to chase the people we love, the things we like regardless of other people’s view. Why does it matter? When in fact, the only thing that “matters” is whatever it is the society is teaching us to value. How can we truly value each thing, each person, when it’s worth is only determined by other faulty perception of other people which is no different from us. 

    Can’t we truly live, without any pretense? Why do we live to be the person the society expects us to be? Can’t I just be myself, without the expectations of other people. I think it’s a challenge for everybody to see ourselves individually, apart from what the society made of us.

    People may say that the society only accepts those of moral nature, that we are expected to be moral (which means not doing anything out of the ordinary). But the issue of what is moral and what is not is very relative. When does being moral stop being moral? When does moral cross the boundary to be classified as immoral? When will we ever define things accurately when everything is relative? When my idea of evil is your idea of goodness for the greater cause?

    Our culture and traditions, magically, always manage to bind us. It’s always making us to conform. 

    When will love be pure enough to set one free? As free as the bird flying overhead, but even them, are they actually free? Or are they restricted by something we cannot see? Something beyond our human minds can comprehend..

    Shouldn’t we seek for liberty, that of true liberty? A liberty that will set us free from the bondage of conforming to our society. Without care to whatever other people will think. Only that courage to push through and know our real self, that of separated from the definition of the corrupted society.

About me

Life is pretty simple, but I always complicate it. Yes, life is simple, but I am not.

Dreams are for the optimistic and the weak. Reality is for those who dare to live each day like there's no tomorrow.

And I will live. I will believe like a kid, LOVE LIKE CRAZY and I will never regret anything that made me happy.

So there you go, indulge in my musings and fancies.

Au revoir!

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